Dear ain♥

Date :
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Title : CLUMSY DAY!

today is CLUMSY DAY!!!
i dropped almost everything i touched or hold.
i even fell and trip over like alot of times.
i have even drop my hp which is a week old.
see lah,farhana curse me.say i will drop it very very soon.
farhana kau puas?happy?
haha.
and i feel very very bad and guilty these days.
i guess i should stop everything and be friends with a sincere heart.
at the first place,i dont even wanna do it.
but greed and materialistic took over me and my mind.
its time to start anew.
all i want is to be your friend.can?

and and,lately i've been contacting this dude.
and trust me,we are just friends.
he got way too many girls around him.
but he is....
the guy that always make me laugh and smile.
the guy that i always web-cam with every night.
the guy that show me care and concern when i got a tummyache and when a phidophile keep msging me.
the guy that care for me but denies it.
the guy that acccompany me thru the night till i feel asleep after the 'moaning' incident.
yes you.
btw,i've listened to the song you gave me.awwww...u so sweet can? :)

and buke in 3rs time.maybe i should have a short nap.
oh yah..i need to have a bathe.havent bath since i woke up till now.
time check:4.00pm
i know i know..you guys will say i stink.but not really though.
infact i smell pretty good.haha

and my plans for the day was cancelled.
was planning to go back to sec sch.
but nah..woke up late.and too lazy to go.
instead,i watched movies.
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got phone call from grandma.buke-ing there.more good food:) yummy!!
mummy has been loving the past few days.
yesterday,buke at aunt house.today buke at grandma house.
so she doesn't have to cook.hah!
been planning with my mom to go there just on time for buke.so when we reached,can eat already!
haha.
and i get to meet my baby cousin!!
he super super cute i tell you.
and the other day he was sick,and vomitted all over me. yes..all over me.
but i still love him though.
wah..am i sweet or what!
kk,enough.ain stop!

i think i will stop here.
update soon.
loye ya'll.
xoxo,ain.

ps.blogger is such an ass.need to change to lj or wordexpress.

Labels: lets be friends

Date :
Time :
Title : at last.

FINALLY EXAM'S OVER!!
time to party n berjoget.haha.
n whats up with blogger man!all the buttons rosak2.
maybe i will just shut down my blog or use lj or wordexpress!
stupid blogger!

till here,
xoxo,ain.

Labels: 2months.

Date :
Time :
Title : you.

if you still have doubts about us.still thinking and wondering whether you should stay single.then stay single.because i don't want history to repeat itself.and there's still an unsure feeling in your heart for us,then forget about the past.don't be with me because of sympathy or u didnt want to let go of the past.because one day we will both forget about this.

Labels: unsure

Date :
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Title : mixed emotions.

Monday:went out with secondry school friends.celebrated rahul and yuanbin birthday.so many people back off last minute because they are all busy.bagos uh korang.went to eat at soeul garden.i share my steamboat thingy with 3guys.they eat aloooot sia.took like crazy lots of photos:) i like! then walked to esplanade.got gig.plain sunset! they very good can.i just stood at the side.came late.only got to hear their last two songs-.- i know right...... then home sweet home.

Tuesday:school.finished early.so decided to go town which i totally regret.should have stick my ass in school's library or at home to do my schoolwork.

Wednesday:school.yet again.....bored. but end early because no practical! so stayed at school's library to do some revision.which turned out quite fruitful.finally i know how to do branch current analysis and mesh analysis:)

currently feeling very shagged and drained due to all the assignments.and they all due on this week.i keep procastinate till the very last mintue.now starting to regret.exams like in a few days time.i seriously need to buck up.like for real! exams coming near and i still havent start my revision.gonna spend my study leave wisely.hopefully. im also feeling depressed.thanks to that someone or should i say random stranger.i dont wish to elaborate more.

frankly,i miss you,boy. yes you! do i get another chance to going out with you again?

thats all.
off to do my work.
xoxo,ain.

Labels: screw school.

Date :
Time :
Title : stress.

alot of pending assignments need to be done by this week.millions of web-tutorials.just found out that written tutorials need to be submitted and make up 15% of my total score.suddenly LcL exsist.ergh!! i hate school.period.

despite all that,friends make my world go round.

off to do web-tutorials~

xoxo,ain.

Labels: ergh.

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Time :
Title : back then.

old old pic.

i was so happy back then. why cant i be happy right now?

xoxo,ain.

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Title : heart-wrenching.

"sape nak perangai macam you" keep playing in mind.

Labels: do you mean it?

Date :
Time :
Title : move on.

When i called you last night,i thought i could give you a second chance and get back together with you.but after hearing you said you really have move on and we could never get back together,that is when it hit me hard.Now i have to completely 100% forget about you.i cant look back anymore.after hearing those harsh words from your mouth,which i dont expect anything like that from you really hurt me. Finally i found the key to my heart and unlock it,letting you go and setting you free.i have to give up that special place in my heart because i cant place you in them anymore.i wont remember a thing about what we had and shared as i will treat it as a dream that wont last.

Labels: a dream.

Yours Truly.

ain♥

i still need my bantal busok when i sleep.i detest mint and spicy food.
but give me lolipop and strawberry coated with chocolate,i will make you mine!
:)