Finally CATS is over! ergh~i hate that module.because my group member suck big time except for ethel.we got closer bcoz of CATS.been sharing stuff with each other and we did most of the work and i dont think we gonna score well.but oh well~and im proud of the burger that i paint and assemble them.i suck in art FYI.

its a brand new day.a new start,a fresh start.like i promised,i wont be blogging abt him anymore.it all end.

xoxo,ain.

after so long,we are finally over.its officially over.eventhough he text me several times,im trying my best to avoid all of them.i have mixed emotions right now.i dont know what to do.should i hang on and continue arguing or should i just let go.its 1year6months to be thrown away just like that.deep down in my heart,theres always a special place in my heart for him.im so lost right now that i dont even know what to do.all i want is stay in my room and cry all night.i feel like screaming my heart out right now.maybe God want us to be this way.He will know what is best for me.and the hardest part is to smile infront of everyone and act like nothing ever happen.i need strength right now to help me go through all this.

xoxo,ain.

i told you,im very unlucky on th 5,15 or 25 of a month. currently,i got no one right now by my side.we are just not the same like we used to.i will treasure evrything but we both know we have to move on to be successful in the future.i wish you all the best.good luck in everything.make ppl around you proud.and i know u too well,that we are over after this.but lets just remain friends. always thinking of you.much love.

xoxo,ain.

im so freaking mad and pissed because of M.so does rasheed.god!i cant believe he said that! it was such a long story like 1year back and he still go around bragging about hismelf like he's a big fcuk and talking shit about me.at the same time,its effecting baby in a way.he is so sad when he hear that his friends know about it.and M was supposed to be his close friend did that to him behind his back.that's really screw up! and u say that im used to be yours,what about you? remember your past?your ex used to like baby but in the end she chose you coz baby dont want her.u still got the cheeck to say that about us.so check yourself first before you talk shit about others.and for god sake,im not even yours to start.im not even your gf.we are not even dating and i didnt even touch you so wad make you think im your "bekas"?and baby is being nice not to talk about it to others coz he doesnt want to embarass you and u still did that to him. everyone we know talk about us behind our back and act as if we are their friends when in actual fact they are not! bunch of fake posers!!! and M,dont you have any better things to do?do you have a life?why waste your time and energy going around with a story that never happen and spread it to everyone?why not u send all those energy to your studies or your girlfriend.me and baby dont need any attention from you.and M,do you think by saying all that,my baby will fall for it?please!he will never will because i trust him and he trust me.he believe my side of story compared to yours and he's even on my side defending me. i dont give a shit if you say that im a bitch or watever.but wad you say about me is unacceptable.can you imagine ppl say about your girlfriend liking your friend because he is so hot but end up with you instead because she got no other choice and really really desperate to have a boyfriend.and your close friend talk shit behind your back and say you are so shameless to take her when in fact she used to be his.baby wanted to confront M but he value his friendship with that fcuking M which i 100% did not agree with.and baby has to act as if he's ok and go through all that pain and anger infront of him and his friends because all of them know about the fake story which he tells to everyone.baby want to confront him,but i stopped him.i dont want to be so kecoh2.not because im hiding the truth or afraid baby might find out what happen.im not scared or afraid coz i dun lie to baby.i feel like punching his fcuking face and beat him to death and stepped on his dead body and spit at his face.ergh!!FCUK M!!!! SCREW HIM!!!! NO LIFE!!!! I HATE YOU!!!! but when i see M, i will be the one that will confront him.when i cant take it anymore.thats when i tell him and everyone who believe his bullshit my side of story and let see what happen next you big liar!dont provoke me and baby anymore.dun make me angry coz its ugly!! even baby havent see that side of me.dun unleash that beast inside of me you M,BASTARD!!!!

im sorry if my post has alot of vulgraties which is so unlike me.but im really realy pissed off with someone.hope you guys understand. for the rest of you,goodnite.take care.xoxo,ain.

hey all. this is all the pictures that i owe from my trip. enjoy :)