Date : Thursday, March 26, 2009
Time : 10:28 PM
Title : happy birthday.



First of all i want to wish my beloved boyfriend HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY.went out just now with him to catch a movie n have dinner together.actually planned to go outdoor but i predicted that it's gonna rain which it doesnt-.- watched mall cop.funny sia.bf laughed so loud lah.takle stop.eventhough he's sick and in great pain,he still meet me.planned to meet at 3.30.he did not txt me until 3 to say he cannot make it.i already siap2.so i just went out.my dad did not took off day to go johor 4 my sake and i did not follw my mom coz i told her 1week before that im going out.so i cannot just stay at home.and bf being such a sweetheart and meet me.mcm my birthday pulak.i told him if im not angry,he will not be in pain which turn out to be soo true.yet he denied.and going home time is so funny.kan asheed?hahaha.and i waited for him for so long lah.i wanted to sit coz my feet are having blisters,and in the shopping mall theres no seat provided.so i sat outside.its a place provided for smokers to smoke there.wahlau.nvr provide seat in the mall but provide a place for ppl to smoke.and i swear if i smoke i can finish 1whole box.thats how long i waited for bf.and since its his bdae,tanak marah.kasi chance.kalau tak,dah lame i marah.and i saw him walk.so slow.best eh b,dah kasi i tunggu,jalan slow2 pulak tu.and and i totally forget to take picture.we usually dont take photos for every date.but since his birthday,klah2 kite ambik lah.
nah,gambar.









message to Abdul Rasheed Bin Lailasani,
Happy 18th birthday.im glad that in your 18 years of living in this world,im part of your life chapter.i really hope that i can celebrate more upcoming birthday with you and continue being i your life.i know i sometimes,most of the times make u angry and mad and dissapointed,im really so sorry.i know these few days i get jealous and sensitive.mcm mane i tak jealous.everywhere u go,u will get attention.heh.i tak suke tau.biar mamt laen dapat,u takya.i know sometimes i make u so angry that u wanna give it up.but thank you for still being with me.when u asked me do i still love you and i said yes.u have doubt and say from my eyes,my kiss and attitude doesnt show.it hurts aloot to hear u said that.i try to hide that sadness away. know i always want yo end this relationship and did not trust you,thats y u feel as though i dun loveyou anymore.but seriously,i still love you.i also dunno why i et so sensitive and angry quickly these few days.so dun ask me why coz me myself have no reasons.i cant promise u bt i will try to be that old ain that u love.i hope ur doubts for me will be gone soon.once again,happy 18th birthday and i loovee you aloot,wholeheartedly:)
till here.
i loovee you.
xoxo,ain.

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Date : Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Time : 8:16 PM
Title : update.


sorry for the lack of update coz im either busy or lazy.lots of things has been going on.family pit.settle poly stuff.KL trip over the weekend.family pit was fun!i ate aloooot.overnight for a night.and planned not to sleep failed.by 4am all were dead sleeping away.and me being so adventurous decided to sleep outdoors instead of sleeping in a tent.and guess what.bugs and insects acompany me thru the night.i kept waking up,scratching my body.and my hair.even my bro who sleeps like a pig woke up alot of times due to the insects and bugs.mu cousin also.bcoz of that,i was very tired the next day.and my body sore.my leg sore bcoz i ride the bike for only 15min.damn~i need to excercise already.and my back sore from sleeping on the ground.and i slept not on flat ground,but bumpy2 ones coz there were tree roots popping out.reached home,straight away head to my bed and sleep.i didnt even took my shower.
then,teman seri to setle her poly stuff.then she teman me to settle my poly stuff.den she need to get a present for a guy.and she asked me along coz she got no experience in getting guys for stuff.and since im attached,she need my consultation.so i told her,guys like shirts,watch,wallet.so she bought a wallet at flash and splash for $60.i recommend her that place coz thats where i bought rasheed's wallet too.and it cost more than seri's.den ate late lunch early dinner.singgah imm to get things for mummy and ome sweet home.i only need to post my letter and im done.
i just came back from KL.and i hesitated to go due to some reason.only BF know about it.haaiiissss...was not a pleasant trip i must say coz my heart was into someone else.i miss BF so much and b,please meet up soon.how come u have no holiday.i need you badly.lets watch a movie and window shop k.vivo?gosh,i love him.he's the perfect guy.eventhough he has flaws and we argued alot,he's still the guy that gonna stay by my side.loving me.ILU.MEE TOOLANG.hahahahahah.*inside joke*
so pictures.i owe u guys pic from my family bbq pit outing.enjoy:)






i love you,abdul rasheed.
xoxo,ain,

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Date : Tuesday, March 3, 2009
Time : 5:08 PM
Title : self-denial


when i thought things are ok,it was absolutely wrong.what happened to us?what hapened to me?what happened to you?

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    i still need my bantal busok when i sleep.i detest mint and spicy food.
    but give me lolipop and strawberry coated with chocolate,i will make you mine!
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