Date : Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Time : 3:14 PM
Title : i can't breath your love again.

school has started for about 3weeks already.
new modules.its even more difficult than the previous semester.
i merely survived last semester,i definately need to buck up.
but i cant.
my mind is not on the right track.
i am lost.
i don't know what to do but being happy for him.


i promise,
to give you your life.
to give you your happiness.
to give you your freedom.
to be happy for you.
but i can't let you go.
i can't stop loving you.
you can't make me hate you.
no matter how hard you try.


i really can't see you with another girl.
friends yes,but nothing special.
really,i cant!
because it was me all along.
but what can i do?
the more i fight back,the more you will push me away.
people advise me to forget about you and move on.
but i can't.
call me stupid,call me a fool.
even i agree with them.

i got jealous.
i got paranoid.
i got no confidence.
imagination run wild.
nevertherless,
but you ae worth my wait.
i will wait for you even if it takes months and years.
you don't have to make me hate you so that i can forget about you and move on.
so that you wont hurt me by leaing for someone else.
you know i cant get over you.
with a heavy heart,i'm stepping back.
letting you lead your life happily.
im still happy that we can still be friends.
but i just want you to know,
i love you.alot.
i will be at the back,watching.
praying for you every night and day.
and i want you to know,i will always be waiting for you.
because one day,we will get back together.
u told me before.
some things are worth the wait.
and you are worth my patience.

for once,im going to call you my friend.
call me if there's anything.
meet me if you need help.
and lets hang out soon.
be happy with you life.
and enjoy yourself.
i will be happy if you are.
and i know you gonna be ok.

ps:u still owe me a present.
:)

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