Sitting by the river

Dreaming through my reflection

I wonder what has happened

What has caused this distance

We used to be together

Cuddling close to each other

What came between our beautiful love? I don’t know, though I wish to

I can see you now, not alone

You’re holding a hand, that’s not mine

Where am I? Why not next to you?

Why am I away? I don’t understand

You’re smiling to the fullest

I am not the one making you happy

You are glancing at someone else

Why is it not me?

Seeing you after such a long time…My heart sighs again

Some thing inside me growls loud

Cause now your hand runs through her hair

I stand some distance well away

But the surroundings disappear

When I look at you, I feel lost inside

I wish you back, my angel

There you are, holding her hand

And I am lost, trying to understand…

I want you back, I really do

Just to hold your hand

And walk with you

you were always there for me

always by my side

I guess I couldn't see

without you I just can't abide

those times I loved the most

were just talking with you

who would've known

now I'm all alone

and all I can do is think of you

I loved it when you held me

all safe and warm

I felt no harm could touch me

in your strong protecting arms

but then I messed up

I really don't know why

with you I broke up

and now I am sorry

all I want, is a second chance

I understand that's not easy to do

even if you won't give me a glance

All I want you to know,

I'll always love you

xoxo,ain.

ps. i have been listening to this song, don't let it end-stynx.

over and over again.