after so long,we are finally over.its officially over.eventhough he text me several times,im trying my best to avoid all of them.i have mixed emotions right now.i dont know what to do.should i hang on and continue arguing or should i just let go.its 1year6months to be thrown away just like that.deep down in my heart,theres always a special place in my heart for him.im so lost right now that i dont even know what to do.all i want is stay in my room and cry all night.i feel like screaming my heart out right now.maybe God want us to be this way.He will know what is best for me.and the hardest part is to smile infront of everyone and act like nothing ever happen.i need strength right now to help me go through all this.

xoxo,ain.