i have to learn to be alone.eventhough i felt sick like hell,i cant call him and complain to him what im feeling.even when im feeling happy,i cant call him and share my joy.

its over btw him and me.i just feel like im one of his friend.walking beside him without holding his hand.all he did was doing his hair.i even held my hand out to hold his but he just walk away.i know he did not have any intention to ignore me,but he did not do anything.walked towards to the toilet,purpose langgar2 hus hand but nothing.i ven cross my arm but no reaction.am i just his another friends??

sometimes,most of the time i feel like he treat others better than me.i know he will say im not grateful and hes not good enough for me.but no one know how i feel.

seriously i took 1hr to write this short post.i just dunno what to say or how to express myself.i know this may be a small issue to go to the extend of breaking up.but no one know how i feel.even him,the closest person i have and the only one to understand me didnt even know how i feel.