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Date : Monday, February 9, 2009
Time : 3:31 PM Title : catching up. hey hey.so valentine is in a week time.there is a slight possibilities that me and bf gonna celebrate it a day later coz he got soccer and all.but it doesnt dampened our mood to celebrate it.picnic at botanic.so he gonna bring air and nasi.i bring mat and food too.basically light tidbits.and i wan a bouquet of roses yg jual pat mini toons.the pink one.its not real rose so it wont die and be a waste of money.and since it wont die,it will symbolises an undying love,the love that wont die off.eh sweet ke pe mummy?hahahaha.*inside joke* yah k,watever.me and bf promises each other not to get present for one another coz short of money. since so long never update,i forgot wat happened last few days.but one thing i rmbr,i've been talking alot with seri on the fone.catching up stories and also the korean drama that we both are crazy for.HANA YORI DANGO/BOYS OVER FLOWERS.its korean version.best oi! she plan to meet up.soon ok seri dear?she busy working lah.tsk! and and and,i was on newspaper.to be exact,saturday berita harian pag 24.hahaha.malu oi.my makcik2 semue kecoh,msg2 me saying wah dah popular seh and stuff.hahahah.its abt my malay teacher.bcoz of her,we got best malay results for 'O'.and shes a singer.so she implies music to the way she teached us.and lagi die ade buat album baru,so that day my malay class went out for dinner and we bought her cd.oklah her voice. and saturday,went out with bf.beginning,its an akward date.arguing alot.then time nak balek,pat mrt jugak,i tell him wats wrong,my feelings and thoughts and opinion.and i was very very honest with him that somehow i dissapoint him.i shld have told him pat boat quat area but no,i got no guts to spit it out.and i choose to tell him pat mrt.wrong move ain. its not that i give up on us or have another guy in my mind.but i feel like giving everything up and give u space as we fight too much.whenever we fight i thought ur love for me were lessend but u prove me wrong.in fact,u want to settle down with me.im very sorry for evrything.i still love you but i just got sick and tired of arguing with you as i know how it will affect us.and i dont want us to end up like that but u didnt even think abt it.im wrong.and im sorry for everything.evrytime we fight,u say im in the wrong.u want to stop it but i just wont stop.but honestly i thought u were in the wrong and i dont want to give in and say sorry.and i cant accept it that u keep saying im in the wrong every single time.i just cant take it anymore.thats y i felt like that.but now i realise im being way too selfish.when i think im not in the wrong,actually i am.im very sorry asheed:( i loove you,abdul rasheed. Labels: please come soon., tuesday and wednesday |
ain♥ i still need my bantal busok when i sleep.i detest mint and spicy food. but give me lolipop and strawberry coated with chocolate,i will make you mine! :) November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 September 2019 |