Dear ain♥

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Title : singapore flyer.

went to singapore flyer.for the first time.and how i wish i took the ride during night time.with HIM.but sadly,no.went with family instead as auntie got 16ticktes free.so i shouldnt complain.thank you auntie.i eat alooooot today.ergh.and now im having stomach ache.wahlaueh.

i also went vivo.ade fireworks.best oi.all this years i've been watching it from the back aje.only get to see the top part(due to my height).tak klakar eh.but not today.i stand sooo infronf.i stand infront of the ship that shoot shoot the fireworks.kiasu + jakon=ME! wats the occasion?vivo celebrating her 2nd birthday.there's show but didnt watch.nak chop tempat.sat at lever1 pat luar.show level2.kiasu giler nye.only go there to see fireworks.

it's picture-time

at vivo,didnt take much pics coz batt was super low.waiting for it to die.and if finally die.

till here,goodnite lovelies.

i loovee you especially abdul rasheed.

Labels: i don't need any gifts.i just wanna ride spore flyer at night with HIM.

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Title : the truth.

went out today.with mummy and sis.went to watch kids show.only managed to catch the barney show at imm.super cute i tell u.then bus to town to watch tweenies.but we missed it.oh well~then walk walk,mummy looking for a brown bag.nothing intrest her.so bus to vivo.i saw lots of pretty stuff and want to put my hands on them.but mummy dun let me.this is why i hate window shopping.so bought birthday gift for my cousin.accesories from diva and a bag.damn!im so hating her right now.and i choose all of it.its not fair at all.then daddy fetches us home from vivo.go for dinner first.then,homed.bro just came back.he bought new fone.and i want a new fone too.jeaolusy took over me.i know i have just changed my fone,but i want new one.im gonna talk to my parents about this.heh.

rasheed couldnt call me tonight.and i receive a text from friends to go online.so i did.to discuss about an outing together.then,something happen online,and i was too afraid to tell bf wat actually happen coz i know its not goinna be good.we will surely have a fight.but i picked up my courage and text him what happen.

so if u reading this.
im really sorry if i made u angry.i did not know its gonna happen.i thought that he will not do that.i told you everything in that message.i did not even leave out anything.i did not even say whether we can be frens again.i dont want to hide anything from u.tats why i told you the truth evnthough i know u are not gonna be happy with me.and most probably be angry with me and will not talk to me.im really really truly sorry if i make u mad and angry and sad.i have no intention to do that.it just happen.i'm so so so sorry.i loovee you alot.tats y i tell you.and i know it hurts and not a good news,butu r my bf and i have to tell you.im sorry. :(

that's all for today.i don't even have the mood to edit my blog skin.im filled with guilt.its not tat i did sumtink bad,i just felt guilty coz i made bf angry.

goodnite.i love you,especially abdul rasheed.

Labels: i'm sorry.

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Title : ergh!

this is the 2nd time i post for today.i changed my blog skin.and now its 5am.great...its been hours since im editting the skin.maklumlah,first timer gitu.and im still figuring out how to change the pic found at the top of the page.i tried.so so soooooooo many times.the gambar will either turn out to be too big or nothing came out at all.its so frustrating.super annoying.i should continue tommorrow then.ergh.i hate it.doing things half way.but my eyes are half shut.and i cant stop yawning.i should turn in now.

goodnite lovelies.loovee ya.

Labels: how?

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Title : just another weekend.

saturday:
busy.went to jb with family.had a tiff with parents before going out.then vent all my anger and frustrations to rasheed.poor baby.den we kiss and made up.surprisingly i had fun.parents made up with me.trying to be nice.afterall they spoil my saturday.mummy bought for me a pair of shoe.daddy bought me an food i wanted.and it's alooot.im such spoiled brat.whatever~reached spore quite late but earlier than usuals.then called him but he's asleep:( then bathed and sleep.i usually wake up late.very late.at noon or later.everyday.unlike rasheed.he always wake up early.arnd 9 or 10 on weekend.for me thats early.and normal for weekdays coz he got skool.and even if he wakes up earlier than me,he's always late for school.always.so u shld know how late can i get.and the best part,he called me.coz he fell asleep yesterday.he disturbed my beauty sleep.then talked to him for awhile.i seriously don't mind.in fact i like it.he calling me in the morning.hearing those 3words when i wake up.it just made my day.after putting down the fone,i continue my sleep.tsk tsk tsk.
talking about late,he always late whenever he meet me.when we meet at jurong,he's late.and even if we meet at yishun,he's late.even if the mrt and his hou$es is 5min walk.and that pisses me off.got this time,im so mad that i can use all the vulgarities i know to him.but of course i didnt say it lah.i dunno y i didnt say it.maybe i loove him.and i even wanted to go home.seriously,i was about to go home when he reached.and he asked me to go to him.i acted like i didnt see him.untill he come to me.ergh!i was soooooooooo mad at that day.so if you are reading this,i think u know that yes im talking about you and i hope u know wat u gonna do to improve on it.

sunday:
everyone in school were having a good time at prom.but im stucked at home.no,im stucked at gram's house.had dinner there.ok lah.good time there.and i totally did not regret not going for prom.like my frens said it was such a waste of time.better yet,some just attend to eat den caboooooot.hahah.totally waste of $57.just for entrance fee.blom masok dress,shoes,bag,hair-do and make-up.lucky i never go.yay me!

so i guess this is my weekend.im looking forward to next week.watching movie with him but dunno can or not.he's having exams soon so he need time to revise and he has zillions of project to do.he kept saying i got project like nearly everyday.oh wells,2nd or 3rd december alright dear?it's a date.

and i was looking thru my calender.i can't believe it.another 1more week is my 11months with him.and a month later is our 1year anni.one month is a short period of timi' telling you.so i desperately need job for money$$ so i can buy him a perfect 1yr anni present.its 1year anni so it got to be special.like a dinner on a boat.hugging and kissing on spore flyer.dinner in a cable car.and a ride on the luge.and i prefer dinner on a boat.aahhh,so romantic.and gosh,i never had a relationship that last this long.i'm loving it.it's been a great time with him.those moment we share.that love we have.that trust we build.i loovee him.period!

Labels: it's coming soon baby.

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Title : away.

I'M GONE.

Labels: this is it.

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Title : tired.

lets start from yesterday.went out with bf.went to town to watch movie.wanted to watch hsm3 coz love havent watch it.but show dah terlepas.den decided to go 4 madagscar2.bought the wrong ticket.the show start too late.so tak jadi.lastly,we watched quantum of solace.the show was ok.got some part i did not understand.lost.(only rasheed know) while waiting for our movie,we have burger king.we had a gooood laugh over there.rasheed make horny jokes about a packet of chili sauce and fries.hahahahahaah.watched movie.then mummy asked me to singgah kedai.and rasheed taught me to lie to my mom.naughty eh..... so took a bus home.ade drama.this family fighting in public.and unfortunately i know them.embarassing.then bid farewell to bf and homed.

christmas baby.

then today,job hunting with seri.so tiring.and kene reject like i dunno how many times.but this time,their response are better.so wish me luck.asked seveal shops.im expecting a call from aldo tmr.and d rest next week.but i think springfield gif me a better offer.but i prefer aldo.their things are so nice.clubmac,oky lah.how contradicting.k,whatever.

so i went to browse my ol pics and i saw this.that day,i buke puase with bf.so much fun!

those times.

k,i got to go.nites!

Labels: need a job.

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Title : new beginning.

so i moved from livejournal to blogspot because i just cant remember my password for lj.so whatever.so many things had happen.finished my 'O'levels.looking for a job.turned fabulous 17.been together with him for 10months.i just cant list everything.my biggst concern is getting good results and hoping and praying for him to do wll for his exams.we have been going through a rough time but we are still standing strong.i miss him like crazy and planning to meet him.most probably on tuesday:)

i dunno whether me and him are ok.had a tiff with him.ended up not talking to each other.it's crazy.how could not talk to him.i love him so much that its super difficult to ignore him.i know i should apologise to him but i think its too late.............i think i should.he is such a forgiving person.

Dear my dearest boyfriend,

i'm so sorry fir the way i acted to you just now.i know im such a mean person just now.i never had the intention to ignore you.how could i ignore you.i just had a bad day and im venting it all on you.i know its unfair.im really really sorry.call me stupid if you want to or punish me in any way.i loovee you aloot.and it hurts to see you like this.

With love,

ain.

it's late and im still not sleepy.i think i wanna clean my room and watch dvd.heh.nites lovelies.

Labels: i miss him.

Yours Truly.

ain♥

i still need my bantal busok when i sleep.i detest mint and spicy food.
but give me lolipop and strawberry coated with chocolate,i will make you mine!
:)