Date : Saturday, December 6, 2008
Time : 2:51 AM
Title : my fairytale turns out to be just a dream.

Why are all this shits happening to me?when everything started to go fine,this happen.after so long,it ended.abruptly.why?what i have done wrong?what ever mistakes i did,u forgive me.but now...WHY?i really don't understand.when everything is going fine,it has to end.u said that lately u feel like u r not ready for a relationship.then,all this while u've been pretending when i thought u were real.when i thought those kisses were real.when i thought those hugs were real.when i thought those words were real.when i thought i found love.when i thought finally i've been treated nicely.when i thought finally i found the love of my life.when i did sins with you.when i thought i dun need anything else because i got u.when i keep thinking of u day and night.when u said that im special.those were FAKE.u are just pretending.why do u want to torture me?why do u want to make me suffer?i know i did some mistakes here and there but do i deserve this punishment?do i?do i?without u,where will i go?to confide my feelings and problems.to share my joy with.WHERE?i've got nothing else left because i just lose my everything.i had NOTHING.last time i used to be sooo rich.i had eveything.i have u.but now.i feel like a living hell.i got no aims.no directions.nothing!no matter how long i say,things will never go back to where it stop.ppl can say move on or life goes on.how do i deal with that when i want to go back to where it stop.ppl can say time will heal,when all i want is to go back in time.ppl can say there are many other fishes in the sea,when my heart is set on u and only u.when u r the love of my life.ppl can say 1day i will forget abt u,when every single thing i do reminds me of u.what do i do now?im really helpless and lost.i feel like im walking in a dark tunnel with no ray of light at the end of it.where are all your promises?where are they?do u know how much i need you?u dont know.do u know how miserable i am without u?do u know that i cant survive a day without u?and im figuring out how do i deal with tommorrow.do u know that i've been planning my future with u in it.hais.

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